Oh God Come Quickly

Well, so my first week of classes went fine I spose. My boyfriend of 2 years and I broke up last week. Im doing alright, but I was the breaker. It's a bit awkward because we are both seniors in the same major so we have some classes together. Im enjoying freedom and not being accountable. I went out last week twice which is so unlike me.

I was actually doing really well with my fasting. Then my roomates went home for the weekend, and we got over a foot of snow. I don't know what happened to me, I became this crazed monster and ate so much! I decided to start my fast last evening because I figured if i could fight my way through one night till i got to bed, and wake up at or after the 12 hours mark I would be golden. So here I am, 13 hours. Amen. Im fasting for a good while. I want to fast till February. I may have to make it a liquid fast with spinach available.

Im kind of disjointed, sorry.

Kait

Ok, so I had the dinner with my friend as planned, and at Midnight- the fast began. I honestly have no idea when it will end. I currently have no plans with anyone. There is a party on friday night that I may go to, but I wont eat there, and probably wont drink b/c there will be a ton of people I dont know well, and I wil have to drive. I think I may try to make it a week, but at least 5 days would be satisfying to me. ok. im sure i will be updating often now that I am fasting and at school.
kait

Well, sorry it has been so long. I was stuck in Dance show and then finals hell! Now I am home, but my boyfriend has come home with me, he will be here until tomorow. It is so horrible but I want him to leave! I came home to find that I was under 105! I was very psyched. Although, with my boyfriend here I have been eating 2 meals a day (well okay maye not real sized meals but they feel big) and the scaled says Im at 107.5. I can get it off no problem once he gets outta here! I have realized that I will have to eat 1 meal a day for the next 10 days, b/c my family eats dinner together. And the day after Christmas my family is going to Disney. Totally not looking forward to the amount of food that that will entail! I am happy to be going though. I am glad it wont really be warm enough for bathing suits either! I don't really have much else to say, I am updatig while my boyfriend is sleeping! Grrrr. Ok, I am sure I will be writing more soon. Stay strong

Kait